hee.. :p
hahahaha.. kinda hard when u hve to write sumtin without knowing wut u shud actually write..got me??hahaha.. oke2, firstly.. tenks to the cutest one <baby> for her help in 'making' my first baby..hahahaha. tanpamu.. tidak akan aku tahu bgaimana bermulenye menatang ni..hahaha :p tingtong da haa.. heee :p <che nurin> tenks ni tman i mlm2 mngarot2 pk how am i goin to start to throw everything hre.. <fee & mina + iqa> dun wori u guys still be the people who inspired me to do all dis.. again, without all the gojes people around me i will be nothin' and really nothin'.. (beria ni yakinkan) hahaha :)
oke2.. let us begin.. hmm.. how am i goin to start..huhu :(
my first battle was in uitm.. kinda hard when u first have to be on ur own and u hve to survive alone.. eventhough i hve few of my fwens there but still they're taking different courses from me.. this is the time i met my first 'sayang'< mina>.. at first i tot she's quite sombong n berlgak.. cuz she doesnt even smile at me the first time i met her.. how lorat!!! hahaha. (sorry syg..hee :p) then, evrything when oke, and fine until we got the same room and we're in the same class.. kt class ni la plax i met that gojes yg ajar ni.. <baby> .. first time tgk die, to be honest die mang lawa.. even at that time she's not really pndai at wearing tdung but still.. CUTE!!! hahaha :p hmm.. yg gojes laen2 tu (yin,fee,iqa not to forget che aimi..hee) dorang different grup from us.. they're all in grup A.. (kami ni grup B je..huhu :( ) xpe2.. sme je ni.. ngee .. still pre tesl.. (dat suddenly turned out to be asasi tesl..argghh!! wuteva!! ) hmm.. here,at uitm.. was the place whre i met bujang senang.. emm..
bujang senang..
bujang senang..
he's an athlete.. he's kinda cute.. he's crazy.. he's funny.. he's sempoi.. bla..bla..bla..
pendek kate.. at that time, sume2 pon die laa.. die la itu, die la ini.. he's everything.. lOl~ (at that time laa.. :p) knal die from one of my clasmate, die laa dalang cite ni.. at first everything was oke.. we went out few times.. mkan2,lepak2,jlan2.. minum2.. until there's one day, i decided to celebrate his bday at my house (sect. 9).. sume jdik time tu.. hmm..mlas da nk igt.. but wut can i say is that, he will owez be one of the nicest chapter of my life.. :) enough said--- hahaha.
then,after finished my asasi.. ditakdirkan, aku nan mina dpat skali.. i mean ktorg dpat further degree skali kt upm.. jdoh!!!hahaha~ nk dijadikan cerita plak.. baby pon skali, so ktorg ni salulah bertige.. until we met this one whole grup from grup A asasi dlu.. fee, yin, iqa nan aimi.. we started to become closer n together after da kawad event.. senam seni and everything.. jdiklah da perfex se7en.. :p hmm.. senam seni..
senam seni..
mlam tunas budaya..
MTB...
dancing = dancer...
singing = singer...
hahahahaha :p
ikan.. hmm~ he's sumone who is very dear to me.. he's sumone that is sooo different.. he's sumone that i can't help myself to fall for.. he's sumone that really make me can't stop smiling.. see.. i can't even stop saying everything bout him.. gosh!!!huhu.. before i really know him, i dun even realized that he's around.. i dun even realized that he's actually our PU for the orientation week.. i dun even noe his nicknme.. he is our senior.. act, he has been teaching us our dancing steps for our mtb..
so, basically he's a dancer.. a real dancer.. he can really stunned me when he's dancing.. (sumpah!!) plus.. he's act a good singer too.. relaku menunggumu..lalala~ heee.. let's call him mr. x.. mr. x ni baek sgt3.. i dun noe how to put it in words but siyesli.. he's a very nice guy.. (if not how can i fall for him, head over heels oke!! hahaha) to be honest.. he's not as handsome as all the cute guys outhere.. but, to me.. he got that smile yg sgttttttt comeyyyy!!!!!!!!!!~ i like his teeth!! chanteque!!!! hee.. he got that two tiny teeth yg org pgil siung kt kri knan mlut die..hehe. comey!!! sumpah oke!! hahahaha. he's tall.. he's quite metrosexual.. :p so.. he noes wut to wear n wut not to wear,, i really had a crush on him!! (dok tuleh2 ni pon, senyum taww.. tah.. xbley blah btol r mamat ni..lalala~)
we've been contacting for about one year.. ( i guess) after that,die pon diam.. me too, lagi laa.. anyway.. ktorg start contacting each other after that one nite.. act terserempk je pon, n at that time tkar2 phone no n evryhting.. i had nver tot dat he's goin to msg me after dat! sumpah! pastu.. ktorg ym-ing..hahaha. on the phone.. n the sweetest part is time blan pose.. xmiss kjut aku utk sahur.. hmm... wut's dat?? idk!! huhuhu. until one day..
17th september 2008..
class pengucapan awam.. dkap..bla..bla..bla..
yin, bday mr.x xlme ag ni.. can i make a bday suprise for him?? (punyela baek tnye ni..)
wut b?? mr. x?? u nk suprise?? btol ke??(terkejut klah nmpak antu)
u ase??(slow lgi)
b.. u nk wt ape clbrate bday die?! pe yg die wt utk u?! bday u ?! dee die bgi pape??!! x kan?! soo?! (yin tgking ni.. for the first time ever die tgking aku taw... sentapppp!! sumpah!! meleleh air mate taw!! ahahaha)
after dat ktorg xbckap.. (smpai kolej je pon..hahahaha) sampailah all the gojes decide nk confront aku n tell me all the things yg dorg dgr.. dri mlut mcam2 manusie.. (act. smpai skrg aku tataw nk caye ke x.. hamba Allah yg ckap tu pon cm.. tahla.. no offense k? cm xbtol je..huhuhu) after da dgr cite yg ie pnah ckap bad things about me behind my back, aku pon decide nk confront die n mtak brag aku blik mlm tu jgak.. (my lappy, cinderella-die tlong repair) tpi, die xtrun pon.. die soh mmbe die trun n gave me my cndrella.. suprised!! suprised!!! mmbe die dtg bwak mashimaro besar wit a red love kt tgah n bgi kt aku..
nah.. mr.x bagi.. die kte sori lmbat.. die wish hepi bday..
wutt???!!! sume2 pon tkjut gler k.. sumpah sume org tkjut thap dewa pnye r.. sume da strt de doubt bout wut yg dorg ckap tdi.. tah la.. hmm.. things happnd.. huhu.
until today.. aku still smpan his mashimaro wit me.. n.. smpai skrg gak ak tataw npe die kasik aku dat thing.. sbb as far as i noe, aku xpnah gtaw die yg i really had a crush on him.. n.. kalw pon ak xckap clearly.. aku rse die taw bnde tu tpi die pon xpnah nk ckap yg he got sumtin2 towards me.. hnye pe yg die pnah wt utk aku, itu xkan bole meyakinkan aku as well as the gojes yg he also got sumtin towards me too.. so ak xprnah hrap anyhting from him.. i dun want to b hurt for the second time.. noo... (sakettt wooo~~)
because...
he already has a gf.. :)
so... dat's it.... smpai hari ni..
but..
nurin once asked me...
kalw dberi pluang utk smbung blik dgn die.. start sume2 blik.. kwan cm dlu.. nk x??
my answer is...
of course i want to.. cuz until now.. i still can't forget all the things bout him.. his smile.. the way he talked to me.. everything!! i dun noe y.. ( if only i can make it a reality...hmmm)
oke2.. enaf is enaf..
heee...
baby salu ckap..
if we luv sumbody.. set them free..
baby pon salu ckap..
u hve to kiss many frogs before u find the real prince..
hmm...
